decision

I have decided what I want to study.but why that my sister asked me to study engineering so suddenly? I thought that my father agreed and also my mom agreed then i can go towards it.Yep.  I always needed my parents support only I have the motivation to study to. Sis told me that she prefer me to study engineering instead of law. I asked her why. She said. "Don't you prefer science always.?" Haha.  True. I stunned for like one minute and thinking about it. But there's only thing the popped out.  "Since January,I have decided to study law,I shouldn't keep changing mind, and I do like law.so, I should bring along the passion and go for it." Yea, sometimes we do confuse what we want to study,but once you think back to the reason you chose the course, you will still stick with it.I will try my best to get what I want. :)

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the first day

Yep.  The concert ended and now I think I will be very free. But then ya.  The next practice will be slightly different as someone left the band. Either symphonic band or orchestra. I know I should get used to it .I must. So gonna see how's the next rehearsal which only me be the punctual one.haha. 

Anyway. Hope that you can achieve what you want at there and of course. Enjoy your four years there. Remember. Once you wanna get it. It won't lost. Yea. I always tell myself that. Good luck. I will get used to it. I promise.:)

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2011--2012

At least there someone who I can talk who when I was down. Being  ignored by someone ain't that nice. Btw.  Not replying is normal actually. :) good night.

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that's just a starting.

Orchestra's concert ended and there's another concert coming soon. Do come and support As boon lim and sean lim also one of the member.:) three lim will be there and hope you guys will come and support!

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the conclusion.

有时，真的不想知道一切的结果，就一直以为下去，但是，还是不能.. 一切还是要照着结果去理解什么的. 开心不开心对我来说真的不重要了. 有些事，还是亲口告诉你比较好.:)

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satisfied

珍惜所有，我其实已经得到很多很多了，我会珍惜一切，不再埋怨.:)

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the coming concert

There's still left one more week to go and my second sem is coming soon. On July,there will be alot of things I gotta do. There's about 16 units I gotta study for the next semester And orchestra And symphonic band concert. luckily I didn't take for any abrsm example for this year as I don't have theory cert( I don't like theory) so this year end I will take for the theory cert. Okay that's not the point, orchestra's concert will be held on 13,14and15 of July. If you guys free,come and take a look! It will be a really classic and Japanese songs! ( orchestra ain't like those jazz or blablabla, but it's quite nice to listen for it:)  ) so come and take a look!

The other thing is, I know that I shouldn't think too much for something, so I need to be optimistic and also cheer. I always make myself like going to die but others don't know actually.so, on July, I will be the brand new one.:)

( killing me softly)

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four years

你一定要好起来

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happy belated mother's day!

Last Sunday my sister brought us to pavilion tony Roma's for this celebration.this is the very first time my sister paid for the bill. (Seriously selfish can use on her.) Normally.when we buy stuff.she always want us to pay half of it. Last Sunday,she really do kind."just on that day" :/ anyway, I still prefer chili's more than this as it does expensive and just normal dishes. :) last,happy belated mother's day mom!:)

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thanks my beloved mama.< 3

What mama bought for me. This also tell me that appreciate someone who really do appreciate you. Just ignore the someone who doesn't care you at all. You have the ability to choose what you want. And,I'm enjoying my life without you!;)

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desirable is not desirable.

I really fucking tired of it. I tried for n times to make it better but At last it is getting worse. It is pain when closing my eyes but I can't fall asleep. I thought I can ignore the unhappy stuff but when I wanna do something that need to be concentrated, I realised I can't ignore it. Damn.  It has been half years I being so. The main point is. I'm the one who's wrong. Mind told me that it is unfair. But words told me that I need to accept that.I'm wrong.

I need a listener seriously.

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good luck and all the best.

Finally the mock test ended and The first semester test is on 15th may. Erm, it seems like everyone had already well prepared. So, good luck everyone and my high school friends!good luck for the next week's  test!

the very first time I slipped my orchestra 's rehearsal.;/

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today's mood

Should I consider it as over self confidence? You will feel that there's a hope if both of us said so.that's what I thought last time. Till now. I shouldn't said so anymore.it is not trustworthy At all. when you think it is worth to do so. You will try your best to be the perfect one(the perfect means what you think that is good. For you or others.) Should we be consequence or not to be. It is really enough for me.enough is enough. I saw the fact around.really. everyone will compared to others.although you keep te lling Yourself that we euphony compare.but fact is the fact.we will.but we will tell ourselves not to do so because of you have your own targets.the targets of others maybehigher thanyours.We should not compare? P/s:I'm good enough.:))

There's someone that can replace you

Blogging.actually I didn't mean to let anyone to see whether how am I now or whatever current status,but I just wanna let someone who read my blog.(maybe just one or two as I didn't tell every. Just some of it)to know something that. I faced these days.I kinda lazy to update it often so maybe this is the way to let me spread out what I wanna say. Hahaha. Okay.lets start.:) 1. The different life in my 18th. Yup. I went to HELP college for my "further" study.in the past,I heard a lot of ppl said that a levels is easier than UEC.which is what we wanna take if I study senior three in my high school. But it is not. The first few chapters is easy for everyone but not just for me. You can find out that ppl around you are genius(I'm serious). lOL. I met different kind of ppl. Erm. Anyway. They are nice.:) 2. My targetS I think lots of ppl may know I wanna be a lawyer.first,I really don't make it as my ambitious as I prefer engineering.so now,is depends on my result. 4a*, I will think for engineering. Oh ya. Why I said so is Because I'm still taking science subjects for my a levels(is easier for me I THINK) lol. I will try my best to do so btw.:) 3. Audition for klpac orchestra and symphonic band I went for this two auditions last weekend. And I'm in!!!!at first I wan thinking that which one I should go in to. Symphonic band is the one that I join since I was primary school. To get new experiences, I chose orchestra. The members of orchestra is mostly from age 24-29. Idk am inthebyoungest in the orchestra.?hopefully not. I wanna find someone that can accompany me so.:( the rehearsal will be on every Wednesday 7-10pm. Means that I gotta drive there by myself(I'm lazy to drive btw)good luck to me then! 4.current I'm so disappointed in someone. Who is really important in my life.we used to know each other so that we can get closer.yet, that's the end. That's no more topic between us and we did not communicate each other that often anymore. The "who", if you are reading. Kindly think about what I said from the beginning. No one will admit that he or she is wrong. But at least both of us are wrong. I shouldn't be so angry and so cool to you. But then why I did so? Is because of no response . The feeling. If you feel bad . Means that I feel bad to.its okay for me now btw. Just think so that you won't did it again.:)))))