yea, my sister went to UK for three months and as what you will know there will be me and my mom at home. normally if she wants to hang out with friends and i will stay at home and acc my mom and also the same thing if i went out. we wont let mom to be at home if we can.:) this three months and also the following months, i will always acc my mom because i promised father and also sis to take care of her. okay, thats the story when the life without sis.;)
and, lets say about my studying. erm, after sem 2, i experienced the "expected and unexpected" . A-levels, it can be easy if..you know how the mark scheme will be,okay i'm talking non-sense . but yet, there will be questions that you will ask yourself after the test.1) did i write the correct answer? 2) what was the questions asking about? . not really for all the candidates but for me, i cant really write the answer confidently. Of course, this is my problem. i gave myslef lots of stress because my uni conditional offer wants me to get A*AA for the overall alevels result. and yea im retaking math unit because of the A* . grrr, how happy if it just AAA. nine marks more to A* and yet it is vector in that unit which i hate the most. life is tough,but yet i still love it
some of.my friends asked me how am i. erm, of course i will answer you, i am fine. but of course there is still something that made me depress . last week i have asked my parents about the ways of communicate. there is a reason that i asked this. it is not i cant communicate with others, just unpredictable incident happened on me. i still can strongly remember i was doing my M3 homework on that day and i cant solve even one question after recieving something. i cried for almost half an hour and no idea what to do to solve it.Is hard to explain once you have misunderstood by others. And of course by now, i found a solution to solve this problem and yet it is useful. sometimes i just thought that if he or she tell me something, my opinion will help he or she to think more wisely but i am wrong. normally they just want your mentally support. so now, dont really speak out but just support. At least now i am still happy and positive thinking, it is a good changing of mine. haha.
